the white

i came... my eyes hovered around... they traced all those paths that you walked and traversed... every glance up and it almost seemed reflexive... i wanted to see you.. my mind said dont search.. its not worth it.. but the scene had already got internalized.. i tried to avoid all those paths, in response to my mind.. yet my heart kept prompting my eyes for a glance of that smile.. of those eyes that were once transfixed on the Duty with Love... of that heart which had drowned in tears at the ultimate loss.. yes, i felt your pain.. but its just that you dint know..
vrooommm.. went a motorbike past me... i turned around only to look at the floor of the pristine environs again... i kept wondering why i kept searching despite a clear n empty word.. like i said.. maybe i had internalized the scene too much to let go.. the pictures behind u.. the colors of the tree playing an umbrella to the temple top.. those vibrant colors.. they were all there... but yet i missed the white... i went past that building once.. just once.. to steal a glance.. but i was also scared of getting caught.. then i thought.. i dint see you in the first place ever this time... then why should i fear.. n why should i fear when i havent done anything wrong..
i then happened to go to a friend's place n there she told me that you had left.. i dint know how to react.. i wanted to ask her where had you been and why did you leave.. but what was the point? how would that help? but you see you were so integral to the place.. suddenly it all started making sense.. thats why i dint see u.. i dont know if you were preoccupied... but i dont think you are so attached to your thoughts either.. especially after all that we wrote.. me in words n you in void..
u have now gone far.. ofcourse long back beyond exchanges but now beyond sight too.. you never bothered to reply.. but you never bothered anyways! all the same you did bother.. me in my thoughts...
i walked back aimlessly.. back into the pristine environs.. this time trying to accept that you werent around.. n that you really had left.. n for once, i hopelessly walked past the lanes n beautiful pathways n those buildings.. this time fearlessly.. knowing that we wont exchange glances.. they all seemed different.. probably a little lifeless? i tried to be indifferent.. but then you see you were internalized!
but slowly.. slowly the memory will fade.. just hoping that you are happy always... wherever you have gone... maybe we will meet someday.. our paths might cross... or maybe they wont.. but.. the memory will fade slowly.. slowly the eyes will close forever.. slowly n slowly n slowly...

complete the picture for me

complete the picture for me

join me in all that we did

let me live each of those moments one more time

for i might never see them again

be it a musical or a play

or just a hot cuppa by the winding street

or the talk through the night

or the walks under the sky

be it a game

or those words in space

within 'parallel universes' with the moon shining bright

or the bears at the end of the day

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complete the picture for me

join me in all that we did

let me live each of those moments one more time

for i might never see them again

Ghost Writer

image courtesy: http://www.toonpool.com/cartoons/ICT%20Overdose_30104  

when you at your office desk, open ur diary, and jot down something.. and suddenly turn around to look into your computer screen and park your cursor on any type-able space.. and the system is automatically typing a singular bizarre looking character.. 
what comes to your mind?! damn! is it some virus?? dear lord, am i going to lose something? 
the system is typing this by itself in the URL text box, in a word document.. hell! anywhere, absolutely anywhere you park and you see a non-stop stream of the same character...one, two, three, four.....hundred, two hundred... thousand, three thousand... and you haven't stopped counting... your mind screams STOP! 
whats going wrong with my computer?! Alarm rings the mind.. (poetic license? no! that's not a wrong structure; neither per grammar nor per meaning.. ask me ;))
and then you look around.. only to notice that the edge of your diary is pressing a key! so that's the 'ghost writer'?! yes yes.. no virus! phew! thank god! :D

Only You

When I looked into Your eyes,

And You looked into mine,

There was only love that I saw…

Pure, unsullied, divine.

Deep wine I gave up for You,

Your stay in my core – my breath.

A million fools say those who haven’t risen in eternal love;

Not knowing the only one so true…

Is right next to them,

Just look around and you’ll know,

And say, I have You.

Your soul mate for life and sometimes beyond…

Oh, Thank You for thinking about me all along even if I may have strayed;

Forgetting at times Your worth and Your always being by my side…

Nay, in me.

Let me realize in all Your glory and promise You,

To be with You and You with me.

Forever and ever!

lil lilies

A tuft of pink lilies
They stand up above the ground
Amidst green carpets
Over mud brown.
Undeterred yet swaying
They make an inspiring sight
Pretty little things
Standing united in might.
[Says who? Yours truly :)]

Here I come :)

And so I decide to come and add more pages to the wired space!


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